So now we're on the road back to Forsmark again. It feels so good leaving Oskarshamn after this week even tho we're living in the woods in the middle of no where. 

 

I tasted magnum first kiss for the first time today. Me and Amanda have been looking in every store after this ice cream. And today we found it in Ringarum, so we had to try it. One new favorite. If you haven't tried it, you should do it. Xx 

It's been awhile. but there's been so much going on in my life for the moment. First of all i'm in forsmark and working. Well i never thought in my life i would end up there but it's just for two month tho so it's not forever. But there's been a very tough time in my life this year. I don't like to talk about with so many strangers because it's hard for me to talk about it. I will make it short. But I've been very bad. I've been stressed about my future and it's been going on for three years or even more. But this year i got depressed and started to have panic attacks. I cried every night and i got so lost. I didn't feel for dressing up, i could go in the same clothes for weeks, just a pair of jeans and a hoodie. And if you know me, that's not me at all. I've went to the hospital and they said i'm to young to be depressed about the future, that i have my whole life in front of me. So I stared to talk to someone about everything and it takes time it sure do. But i'm on my way up again. And now I feel so much better, i'm more happy about life and i don't feel worried about the future like i did before. Because I just live one day at a time and I do what i feel like doing. I got a job at okg, and been there since may this year .But a month ago i went to forsmark to work for ISS. It's not what i want to do for the rest of my life but that's what i do for the moment. I have things i wanna do in my life and i will do them when i feel like doing them. I hope you understand now why I've been away from here. I didn't had inspiration. So it's been tough, because i love doing this. Taking photos and inspire others. And i promies i will do my best to be better to update here for now on. It's gonna be tough tho i am in forsmark but i will do my best. Xx

I know I've been bad to update here. But I've been working nights the past few days. And today I've been home because I was feeling sick. I haven't got any sleep and My head is like someone is sitting on it and nothing is making it any better. But i hope you guys are feeling Good. Xx

afternoon "fika". Xx